October 14th Mostly
The suicide of ecstasy
a pool ball on the floor
in a bottle, craves a fantasy
no harm to have one more
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dignity is lost amidst
the macho strut of youth
and leaning on the tide of years
you're spellbound by the truth
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They spit the woes at you unchecked
but no one cares to listen
childish memories unfold
peering at your prison
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and yet you tell of plenty
what is this truth at all?
it falls on ears deaf and blind
another blanket wall
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the scars live on your hands
and face, a mirror to
the agony of ecscasy
the suicide of you.